I've struggled with what to write for this post. The last two weeks have been filled with emotional turmoil. I look back and wonder what just happened, God are you serious. There have been many tears, as well as time spent for fun, but my mind seemed to always be somewhere else, waking up in the night and again questioning God. Why! I know deep in my heart God is still here, and in this darkness there is purpose, purpose! what sort of purpose could this possibly have. I wish so much for just a small glimpse into the future. Again I reflect and wonder at all of my questions and the constant heartache in my being and I know it is only a fraction of what you Rosanna must be feeling.
I look at what was an eagarly anticipated vacation, imagining all of the new fun memories we wanted to create
and I simply say
we miss you Nate
I love you Rosanna
BOYS WILL BE BOYS!
- Jeff and Jocelyn
- As any normal mother, I love to brag about my boys, their cuteness, their accomplishments and their mischeviousness! I am a mostly stay at home mom, with awesome support from my husband Jeff. The saying that time goes by so fast when they are little is really true! Everyday time just seems to pick up speed. Our life has taken quite a twist as we try to navigate the roles of Pastor and his wife. The challenges are many, its takes a lot of courage, but where there is a loving church family you find immeasurable blessings to balance out the challenges and encouragement to continue on this unknown path. We are confident in our obedience to God and although it's a big step for us we know we are in the place we are suppose to be. Our life is pretty simple, normal and uneventful- enjoy this small glimpse of the Froese family!
3 comments:
Jocelyn, I'm glad that Rosanna has such a great friend in you. I'm grateful that we were able to spend some time together while you were out here. Hope you had a good day today.
I question too. When my pastor died I was angry with God for half a year. Now that I walk with my Father in law through his cancer I feel as though I can face it a bit better. Death sucks...it really does. Yet God is great and knows what He is doing. His ways are higher than ours. It's okay to greive. My advice is to walk through the pain and not around it.
Missing you today.
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